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picture in my head Sunday, January 8, 2012
Mind at 8:15 AMHave you ever felt like being abandoned by someone you love? Or being treated differently? I don't know is it just me or that the real situation is actually like that. Honestly i can tell you, I hate this feeling of being abandoned or treated differently. Or that i should learn to be a lil bit more mature? Or behave like a grown up? Or maybe is that fact that you just hate me that much? 2012 is definitely not a good year for me, at least it's bad at the beginning which gave me tears and sobers. I don't know what i'm doing right now is right or wrong, and i felt a lil helpless at the moment. Things happen, and this is the first time that i don't know what to do about it, maybe this is the first time i encounter it? For what i left with is God. I've been trying my best to keep in touch with Him who will guide me through. Trying to build strong faith. Praying every night before i sleep, talking to Him, telling Him about my problems. HAVE FAITH Labels: faith xoxo, Friday, January 6, 2012
Long gone at 9:31 AMI'm embarrassed when i look at when was the last time i update this lil thingy. Okay, I'm sorry for the long gone, now i'm giving it a comeback! :) =======================SHAKE OFF THE DUST=========================== Can't believe its the 7th of day 2012, I guess i should come back to the blogging world? IT'S 2012 PEOPLE! :) Wasn't in a very good mood, neither now. Well, shits happen and that's life right? I heard people saying that. Trying to forget it. I'm actually quite worried about my results, it has been bothering me for days, couldn't sleep well, heart pumping. duh... Nothing much in mind to say, just to give a short update to keep this lil thingy alive. :) Promise to give a better update the next time i come back here, or i shall be more active in here. see ya with love, Natalie xoxo
xoxo, Sunday, November 6, 2011
motivation needed at 10:24 PMShouldn't be here, feel bad to come back to this place with this mood after so long. Tomorrow is International Studies mid-term test, but i have no mood to study for it. Why why why?  I don't wanna fail my test. I don't wanna fail my semester. Please, I'm trying my best to suck everything in. ): suck to be me. I literally spoiled the picture in this post! xoxo, Sunday, October 16, 2011
back for good at 1:38 AM----------------*inches of dust*------------------- HOLA! i've lose count on how long have i not update on blogger, the last post was.. when? May 2011?!! Ohh! what a big success! I did not blog for months! But, its nothing. 'cause i just ditch blogger for Tumblr. The purpose of this post is to sweep away the dust of this page! =) Thanks to MrLonelyMrCool for the reminder! =) next post will be the updates! =) see ya! ciaoz with love, Natalie.
xoxo, Monday, May 23, 2011
time flies at 7:24 AMTime's moving so fast without me realizing it! One month of holiday has finally coming to an end, i've another 6 days to have fun! 6 days?! grrrr...! D; Have been thinking alot lately, literally about everything! But most of it are all about my future, studies, how will i be, my dreams. You might think that i'm stupid or crazy for thinking so much, but.. i just have to, its my life. I have big dreams.  How big? Even myself couldn't describe it. but i guess, everyone does have a dream in their heart! Well, or in other words, dreams motivates you. agree? :) I've never be so clear with what i wanted in life like i did this time, this one month of semester break, makes me think alot and to be honest, i gained alot! Never been so sure about life. Now i know, life ain't a fairytale, life ain't easy.  Change, to be better. I've been trying to change everything! Attitudes, temper, mindset, thinking... I'm still learning to be more understanding towards the others. Learning to be more patient, and also control my mood, my temper and stuff. Trying to make use of what dad had taught me, advices, and manner that daddy have been trying so hard to educate me since i was small. Trying to be a better sister. Sometimes, those quotes that i read from Nicholas Sparks novel do give me some inspiration! At least it somehow show me the correct way of life. :) Give and take, forgive and forget. Bear in mind, STUDY come first. I've no intention of getting involve in anything that has nothing to do with studies lately. Just.. not now. Because i've something more important to do, but i won't escape either. Just let everything go with the flow. :) If you want to be the best, you have to beat the best. ---- Lionel Messi. Labels: process of life xoxo, Thursday, May 12, 2011
afterall at 6:57 AMToday is 12th of May 2011, is a day to remember. :) Was having a bad insomnia last night, rolling on the bed until 3-4 in the midnight is definitely a very bad thing to do. You'll find yourself suffering from eyes ache when you wake up, this is serious, i don't lie. Woke up in the afternoon these days, this morning, my phone rang me up, got a message from Sue Ann, and i actually felt afraid after reading the message. Then, on the wifi, stumbling down the stairs, lie on the couch, start checking facebook&twitter with my phone, my daily routine. First i went on facebook, all the status are about their result, and that moment, i've only two words on mt mind, that's "OH SHIT!" D; Told mommy that i'm afraid to check my result. Mommy encourage me to check 'cause in the end, i'll still have to face it no matter what. So, before i go on twitter, i clicked into google with my lil phone, and go to Utar portal. Hold my breath, and enter. Hands shaking for sure, and when i scroll it lower and lower... phew~! I felt much better after that. Told mom about it and texted daddy to tell him about it.  I'm safe! Well, should i say, all my hard work pay off? I should be proud? No, i told myself not to be proud as it's not very good, but at least better than before. And of course, one thing very important, cannot be overconfident and also.. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK! Don't ever slacken! I'll always remind myself, DON'T EVER SLACK ! Shall see how i'll be doing in the next semester! I'll still be holding the status as a STUDENT! :) Put in more effort, don't slack. Work harder. To achieve what you want in your life. I believe, i'll do it better. Thank God. Thanks Samuel Tong. :) i ain't a failure Labels: improvement xoxo, Friday, May 6, 2011
holiday = boring at 1:31 AMLOL. look at the title and you know how am i feeling, I'M SO BORED! :/ Human are always like that, when you're having school, you ask for holiday, but when you're on holiday, you'll want to go back to school. Weird huh? I'm pretty much in a jealous mode. ;/ saw friends' photo in facebook, on a vacation with the boyfriend, SOOO SWEET! :X i know won't have the chance so soon. Saw my former tutor's photo, they're in London! OMG! my dream place! is a must go place in my list! D; I WANNA GO! Well.. Nat, wait. -__________-! D; i'm so boring! been always facing the laptop 24/7 ! Watching my favorite drama, Triumph in The Skies! ;D laughing and shouting like a mad woman! haiz.. just another random post. ignore me. D; I need a get away. Labels: i need a vacation xoxo, |
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