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picture in my head Wednesday, January 26, 2011
happiness knows me by name at 7:04 AMI know i've been updating this bloggie so often. Its only January, and i've already posted up 11 posts, and this'll be the 12th!? HA! Active blogger! =P okay, let's get going. Can you imagine that i actually jumped happily in front of the office when there're strangers standing there and i think they're looking at me. LOL! Just don't know how to describe the happiness! REBIRTH! That's what i posted on Facebook once i got home! =D  i jumped high, smiling to the sky I told myself, this's be the second chance and might be the last chance, and i'll treasure it. Appreciates it! God gave it to me, Daddy gave it to me, and i gave it to myself. Be Thankful! =) I'll never end up just like that. God heard me. Hardship? I'm gonna go against all the obstacles. but its gone too far now we can't rewind westlife Labels: strive xoxo, Saturday, January 22, 2011
this was suppose to be on Thursday at 11:48 PMA late post. haha! but i'm still gonna blog about it! Keep looking at those photos make me smile like a mad women. LOL! First stops of the day, Karaoke session at Redbox Low Yat. It's been soooo looong i didn't touch the mic, haha! Finally, i touched it that day, and sang my lungs out! x)  in the toilet Then to Fahrenheit 88, paid a visit to Terence's working place, and of course a lil catch up! =) Messed up the things in the shop and then we ciao. HAHAH!  Zamrudians =) Next, walk over to Pavilion, my favorite place! :] Tried out Shimino's.  4 of us holding Shimino's Great one! <3 Feel so embarrassing when we walk with food in our hand, and to be honest, i can't walk while i'm eating or i can't eat while i'm walking! LOL. I can't taste the food if i eat while i walk. So, we went down to Food Republic to take a sit and also rest our legs. We were all exhausted!  the empty cups on the table wasn't our's. lol  done with Shimino's Yummy! =) Then, before we step out of Pavilion, Photo session is a must to complete our day! ;D Inside Pavilion.  Lion head behind us. Look at Jia Min's expression, haha! Outside Pavilion.  me and my baby Sukyie. kindly ignore the way i stand pls. It's weird i know. LOL | | |  A very precious group photo of ours. I HAD A GREAT DAY! =)  me with Shimino How's yours? =) Now i'm hoping our CNY plan will be another big success! =D wish you a happy day Labels: great day xoxo, Friday, January 21, 2011
i have a dream at 5:41 AMDo you have a dream? or should i ask, have you ever dreamt? I did. :) Not those dreams like a prince riding on a white horse during the sunset and wait me by the seaside. That's too beautiful until i don't even dare to think about it. That's something which will never happen in a real life. Only in fairy tales. I have a dream.  I dream of becoming who i wanna be, a successor! I dream of having a better life! A better life for me and for my family. Not that my current life is not good, but a better one, a life that Daddy don't have to be so toilsome, a life that Mommy can just relax at home, don't have to do any housework, a life that all my sisters can get what they want, what they wanna pursue. A big house, it's a desire. For my family to live comfortably. A nice car? Well, to be honest, i don't need a nice car. As long as it's a car, and i can drive it to anywhere, that's more than enough. A life that i achieved what i wanted. Dear Aladdin, can you lend me your teapot? I believe in angel. Dear fairy maiden in Cinderella, can you sway your magic stick and make my dreams come true? Dear Rapunzel, can i have your hair? I feel like a failure/loser now. Like seriously, at all! D; or maybe i'm fated to be? All my friends are on their way to success, while i still diving in the failure's ocean. Wonder can i really survive? Hello failure! Will miracle happen? Pray to God. *waterish goo goo eyes* I hope God could hear my prayers. Labels: a total failure xoxo, Sunday, January 16, 2011
i get weak at 6:45 AM#Freddy, i know you're outta there! :) Thanks for reading! You know what, it feel so warmth when you know there's people who actually read your blog, follow your blog. I was so surprised when i saw Freddy actually changed my link on his blog! *touched* ;) i'm very happy! So, i was sick yesterday. My stomach not feeling well, then my bone ache, til i get a lil fever, headache for the whole day! My Saturday gone like this! ); I was on my bed, and sofa for the whole day. Hands and feet are cold, couldn't eat. Mommy say it might because of the rain on Friday night! I walk under the rain without umbrella, but its just a few second, not even a minute! My health's getting worst! I GET WEAK! D; But now, i'm fine. :) so glad! Though i feel like vomiting when i was having my dinner just now.  guess what, i found this when i was flipping through my photo album that day! Didn't know i was SO CUTE! OMG! ;DD NOW EVEN CUTER! HAHA! How i wish i'm still a lil girl! Live happily, no worries! i get weak Westlife Labels: fall sick xoxo, specially for you at 5:55 AM p/s : as you read this post, i might not be the Natalie that you know. :) I don't know why people nowadays are getting lifeless, or should i say busybody? Why can't you just mind your own business? sigh. I was so kinda pissed off when i know you're trying to hack into my facebook account to check on me? oh come on! Do you think you'll login to my account successfully? LOL. One word, RIDICULOUS! I'M SO GLAD TO HEAR THAT YOU WANTED TO HACK MY ACCOUNT, BUT YOU FAILED TO DO SO! LMAO! What's so interesting la? Remember? You deleted me first, and you add me back? HEY HELLO! Give me a reason why should i accept request? Somemore you still owe me an apology! You spoiled my stuff without saying sorry! Do you think it's fair to me? You hide my thing somewhere, and when i found it, she was trying to conceal, but i found out the reason at last. Do you think you're doing the right thing? I SERIOUSLY DON'T THINK SO! Want to hack my account? ha! what you wanna know about me? ASK ME FACE TO FACE! and if you don't trust me, DON'T EVER CHECK OR ASK! The answer will still be the same! I felt so SHAME on you! and disappointed! I hope you really know the definition of Privacy, or you don't even deserve a Band 3 for MUET! it's saddening when you know the people that you love, doesn't build a trust in you. Labels: so sad xoxo, Wednesday, January 12, 2011
fresh! :) at 6:14 AMI never felt this way before! An unknown freshness and happiness hit me today! I feel so fresh and free! The Natalie today doesn't like the Natalie that i used to be. But i'm loving the new Natalie today! Typical me! hahah! I hope i'll be like this forever! ;)  Went to visit my colleagues this afternoon, had a great breakfast with them and they do make me realize something in life, learnt. :) Sometimes it's good to talk with people who are older than you, 'cause you get to know how they're thinking, and you might get influence a lil bit too. And finally i know the feeling of walking alone in a shopping mall. ha! Walk to Pavilion alone after breakfast. Reach there, walk from 3rd floor to the 5th floor, then from the 5th floor, walk down to the ground floor. Well, it's very weird. -__-! As a conclusion, today was great despite the lonely lunch that i had in Johnny's. Alright, wait. I've one more thing to mention here. So, i went to Johnny's restaurant which is situated in Time Square to have my lunch. You know what? I really like their (waiter&waitress) attitude of treating customers! I feel so warmth! They're so welcoming! When the food is being serve, they'll say 'Enjoy your meal' with a big wide smile, and when you finish, they'll ask 'Is the food all right miss?', and when you're leaving, they'll say 'Thank you, please come again and have a nice day.' Wow! That's great! Unlike some restaurant using some sucks-to-max service to serve the customer with unreasonable food price! Let's give a big clap to them! ;) forgive and forget Labels: great day xoxo, Sunday, January 9, 2011
smile at 5:58 AMHow do you define life? It's always a question without answer. How do you live your life? You'd prefer your life to be happy or sad? You'd like to smile everyday or to be emotional everyday? Well, that night, i had myself an answer for it. I'd prefer to live my life happily instead of being emotional. Why not we smile everyday right? :)  Let bygone be bygone, no pint holding it with nothing in return. I wanna live my life to the fullest! Stop doing things that'll make me regret in the end. "how's life, tell me how's your family. I haven't seen them in a while.." Taylor Swift Labels: random xoxo, Friday, January 7, 2011
got cha! at 2:00 AMWent to the night market, and bought lots of foods which is so not healthy, but what to do, i love it so much! Ate alot, and now i'm drinking some chinese tea, trying to wash away the oil that i've just taken into my stomach. LOL. *i Dont wanna get fat la!* Wondering what i do in this two weeks of holiday? The first 5 days goes like this. Facebook-ing, gaming, stalking *LOL*, blogging maybe? and the coolest was, COOKING! YES I COOK! =) *proudface* I was addicted to a game on Facebook! hah! Couldn't believe it'd be interesting! CSI: Crime City. *OMG I JUST LOVE IT!* ;] It's nice! Even the background music is the same with the TV series of CSI that we've seen on the tv! and while i'm playing, i'm trying to figure out which one is Horatio? LOL! I'm liking that game! Go give it a try people! :)  Highlight and backspace, everything gone. This wasn't the things that i wanted to write previously. Things are difference now. Even you and i changed. The previous post was actually my sudden feelings that makes me wanted to write about it. But now, it's nothing to me. I think i'm good at it now, i can handle it nicely. YAY! =) grown up? =) Jump over the bridge, get over it. I think i did it? Hope so. There's always a new beginning when the sun rise. Labels: a lil too not over you xoxo, Sunday, January 2, 2011
be strong at 5:06 AMLife is not a bed of roses, i guess i understand the true meaning of it by now. Bear in mind that life ain't easy. Many things happened in the near 2010 to 2011, which make me realized that it's time for me to wake up from fairytale. I ain't a princess. I have to face the reality which is so cruel. Human's true colors are ugly. Things go against me, and i ought to give up. That's me, the coward. I used to give up on things that's impossible to achieve. I don't like challenge, and i even hate competition. In many aspects, not only studies. I blame, i angry, i cry, every time i failed to do something i wanted to do.  Daddy held me in his hand since i was born, i've never go through big waves. He's the one who always stand by me when things happened, he settled everything for me. I'm being pampered ever since i came to this world. Even if i grow older, i'm still the one that daddy worried most. Now that i've to wake up! Wake up from fairytale, face the truth! I have to be independent, be brave to confront with problem that i face, be reasonable, stop being childish and always remind myself that i ain't a lil girl who are being pampered by daddy anymore. I'm so much clear about what and how should i be. I'm 18, and not that lil girl who being protected in hand with love anymore. Although love from daddy and mommy will never lessen. But, i'm big enough to think, old enough to do what i should and what i shouldn't. 2011, will be another beginning for me as well as the ending of my life. "Today is never too late to be brand new" I'll learn to take challenge, and competitions. Learn to be independent. 2011's gonna be a blast! =) Labels: hope i can do it xoxo, Saturday, January 1, 2011
about 2010 at 9:21 AMOkay, let's give it some touch on how my 2010's going, as i mentioned, 2010's not a good year for me. My life was good after SPM, it ends on the beginning of December 2009. Just when the war stopped, i need to attend another war which is National Service, but i only went for 2 weeks, and i met a bunch of friends there! THAT WAS 2009! still GOOD still good! January 2010 ------ came back from National Service. Rotted at home like everyday. Outing with friends. February 2010 ----- we broke up. March 2010 -----stared working at MSIG. i gained experience from there, it was a good job! and i'm missing my ex- colleagues. They're so nice! ----- SPM results! *not that bad as i thought it'd be* =) June 2010 ------ uni started. Foundation in Arts. This is where the nightmare starts. September 2010 ----- realizing i'm a loser. useless. December 2010 ------ contemplation period. It sucks right? but, at the same time, i've learnt a lot. I'm Thankful 'cause i know there are so many people who still stand by my side, giving me supports and giving me a helping hands. Realizing who are the real friends, knowing the darkest side of human, how hypocrite human can be. Knowing life isn't easy like i thought! Letting me know, i have to be stronger and tougher! I'm thankful because i still have a bunch of friends who'll stand by me when i'm depressed, friends who are there for me every time i'm down. 2011, i really hope things like that doesn't repeat again. I had enough. Time to turn a new leaf. Be a new Natalie. Labels: turn a new leaf xoxo, heeeelllloooo! at 8:12 AM Hey yo! Hello new bloggie! :D as i've mentioned, i'll make myself a new blog when 2010 ends, so here i am throwing out this new blog, 'My lil thoughts'. =)  2010, not a good year for me. It's full of sorrow, everything happened in 2010. It's miserable. I wanted to forget about it, forget about everything! No point remembering sad memories right? Not only 2010, 'fairyland' (old blog) contains all my past. I doesn't want to delete it either, because i believe someday in future when i'm old like an old lady, i'd want to know how am i when i was young. I hope, 2011 will be better. New year resolution? I don't always think of resolution, because the feeling of not accomplishing anything is bad. I hate it. I only wish to be better. A better one as i grow. Getting better. Mature. Be happy always. Happy New Year Labels: brand new xoxo, |
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