Have been thinking alot lately, literally about everything! But most of it are all about my future, studies, how will i be, my dreams.

You might think that i'm stupid or crazy for thinking so much, but.. i just have to, its my life.

I have big dreams.

How big? Even myself couldn't describe it. but i guess, everyone does have a dream in their heart! Well, or in other words, dreams motivates you. agree? :)

I've never be so clear with what i wanted in life like i did this time, this one month of semester break, makes me think alot and to be honest, i gained alot! Never been so sure about life. Now i know, life ain't a fairytale, life ain't easy.

Change, to be better.

I've been trying to change everything! Attitudes, temper, mindset, thinking...

I'm still learning to be more understanding towards the others. Learning to be more patient, and also control my mood, my temper and stuff.

Trying to make use of what dad had taught me, advices, and manner that daddy have been trying so hard to educate me since i was small. Trying to be a better sister.

Sometimes, those quotes that i read from Nicholas Sparks novel do give me some inspiration! At least it somehow show me the correct way of life. :)

Give and take, forgive and forget.

Bear in mind, STUDY come first.

I've no intention of getting involve in anything that has nothing to do with studies lately. Just.. not now. Because i've something more important to do, but i won't escape either. Just let everything go with the flow. :)

If you want to be the best, you have to beat the best. ---- Lionel Messi.

xoxo,

Was having a bad insomnia last night, rolling on the bed until 3-4 in the midnight is definitely a very bad thing to do. You'll find yourself suffering from eyes ache when you wake up, this is serious, i don't lie.

Woke up in the afternoon these days, this morning, my phone rang me up, got a message from Sue Ann, and i actually felt afraid after reading the message. Then, on the wifi, stumbling down the stairs, lie on the couch, start checking facebook&twitter with my phone, my daily routine. First i went on facebook, all the status are about their result, and that moment, i've only two words on mt mind, that's "OH SHIT!" D; Told mommy that i'm afraid to check my result. Mommy encourage me to check 'cause in the end, i'll still have to face it no matter what.

So, before i go on twitter, i clicked into google with my lil phone, and go to Utar portal. Hold my breath, and enter. Hands shaking for sure, and when i scroll it lower and lower... phew~! I felt much better after that. Told mom about it and texted daddy to tell him about it.

I'm safe!

Well, should i say, all my hard work pay off? I should be proud? No, i told myself not to be proud as it's not very good, but at least better than before. And of course, one thing very important, cannot be overconfident and also.. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK! Don't ever slacken!

I'll always remind myself, DON'T EVER SLACK !

Shall see how i'll be doing in the next semester! I'll still be holding the status as a STUDENT! :)

Put in more effort, don't slack. Work harder. To achieve what you want in your life.

I believe, i'll do it better.

Thank God.

Thanks Samuel Tong. :)

i ain't a failure

xoxo,

Human are always like that, when you're having school, you ask for holiday, but when you're on holiday, you'll want to go back to school. Weird huh?

I'm pretty much in a jealous mode. ;/ saw friends' photo in facebook, on a vacation with the boyfriend, SOOO SWEET! :X i know won't have the chance so soon.

Saw my former tutor's photo, they're in London! OMG! my dream place! is a must go place in my list! D; I WANNA GO!

Well.. Nat, wait. -__________-! D;

i'm so boring! been always facing the laptop 24/7 ! Watching my favorite drama, Triumph in The Skies! ;D laughing and shouting like a mad woman!

haiz.. just another random post. ignore me. D;

I need a get away.

xoxo,

Heeeeeeeeeyaaaaaa people! My long awaited semester break is finally here! How long? hmm.. ONE MONTH! ;D

jealous? please don't. LOL

Right, finally done with finals and now its time for a good rest! Let me count.... today is the third day after my last paper. Well... so far, life's boring after exam! No direction. Lifeless you called it.

Dare not to talk more about the exam, just hope for the best and prepare for the worst. Told myself not to think soooo much!

I just wanna have fun during this break! A very long break! I JUST NEED FUN, FUN FUN AND FUN! or course, with them, my love one, surely i'll have FUN! =)

Just went out with Jing, Wen and Rachel on Friday, had a really really good day with them and also Penny, the late comer! :) *blowing kisses* to them! <3

And i miss all of them!

Natalie with love <3

Hope for the best, prepare for the worst

xoxo,