My life was good after SPM, it ends on the beginning of December 2009. Just when the war stopped, i need to attend another war which is National Service, but i only went for 2 weeks, and i met a bunch of friends there! THAT WAS 2009! still GOOD still good!

January 2010 ------ came back from National Service. Rotted at home like everyday. Outing with friends.

February 2010 ----- we broke up.

March 2010 -----stared working at MSIG. i gained experience from there, it was a good job! and i'm missing my ex- colleagues. They're so nice!

----- SPM results! *not that bad as i thought it'd be* =)

June 2010 ------ uni started. Foundation in Arts. This is where the nightmare starts.

September 2010 ----- realizing i'm a loser. useless.

December 2010 ------ contemplation period.

It sucks right?

but, at the same time, i've learnt a lot. I'm Thankful 'cause i know there are so many people who still stand by my side, giving me supports and giving me a helping hands. Realizing who are the real friends, knowing the darkest side of human, how hypocrite human can be. Knowing life isn't easy like i thought! Letting me know, i have to be stronger and tougher!

I'm thankful because i still have a bunch of friends who'll stand by me when i'm depressed, friends who are there for me every time i'm down.

2011, i really hope things like that doesn't repeat again. I had enough.

Time to turn a new leaf. Be a new Natalie.

xoxo,